October 7 - Pizza!

Good evening, solar system. I'm sleeeeepy. (as usual)

I started watching Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood today. I'm on episode 9, so that's exciting. Also MY NEW HOODIE CAME TODAY! It's so red and pretty and I can't wait to wear it outside. Hopefully it will be cold tomorrow. Actually, I will be showering tomorrow morning anyway so it'll probably at least seem a bit chilly.

I am excited because after tomorrow I get a day off. And then I only work three hours on Sunday. It will just be so nice to relax. On my last day off I had to go do laundry and get groceries and then I wanted ice cream so I went into work. That is not a day off well spent. Sure, in a practical sense it was probably well spent. But this is one of the instances where I would prefer contentment over practicality.

I just cannot get over how tired I have been lately. No amount of sleep ever seems to be enough. But I have been dealing with this for a loooong time, because I have a long standing habit of depriving myself of sleep in favour of going on the internet or playing video games or something like that. I keep saying to myself "Okay, I need to start something. I need something productive to work on. I need to get something finished, I have to accomplish something" but then as soon as I get home from work I flop down on my bed and pretty much only get up to pee for the next five or six hours until I go to bed. And that is not productive. I don't even really write anything except instant messages and these posts.

I've been looking to buy the Fullmetal Alchemist series on DVD, but it is way too expensive. It's like $45 (before taxes) for 25 episodes. And I haven't found any place where both seasons are sold together, except for someone on ebay selling them both for like $102 which is still way too much in my opinion. I don't even want to think about how much it would be for the Brotherhood series.

I know this might be a bit strange, but the past couple days I have been kind of feeling... bored. But not normal kind of bored. More in a romantic sense. And no I'm not talking about anything sexual. I just mean that for a while there hasn't been anyone for me to have a crush on. No cute celebrities to spaz over, no attractive coworkers or grocery store workers. A big part of the problem is that I don't really become attracted to people based on only their looks. Once I've already developed a crush on someone, THEN I find them cute or whatever.

I'm gonna go now, it's my bed time.
You will see me tomorrow.