So I kind of have not updated this in four days. Still haven't heard from any of those people who had said that they'd help keep me on track >.>
Admittedly, this project was kind of doomed to failure from the beginning... because it was a project of mine, after all. I just don't really feel any need to be updating regularly. The only two people to comment in over a month were two good friends of mine and that was pretty much exclusively because I sent them a link on Facebook to a certain post. Maybe I stopped being interesting after the first week week. Maybe it's because I met a lot of the initial supporters at a forum and I don't really post there anymore.
On a bit of a side tangent regarding that; I'm a member of like a hundred forums but I'm not really a frequent member at any of them because any time I post I generally get ignored by the entire community. So I end up feeling like I'm wasting my time and feeling rejected repeatedly on top of it. I probably get ignored because I'm pretty much a failure at being social, but oh well.
Or maybe everyone is just pre-occupied with work or school. Or maybe a hundred other possibilities.
In any case. There's a chance that this could be my last post. I'll probably end up coming back, maybe tomorrow, maybe a week from now. But right now I just don't have the energy to be prolonging yet another failure.
sorry sorry sorry! i dont check every day, but i think you should definitely keep posting. remember, this isn't for the internet to enjoy, this project is to help you. even if there's no noticeable change, keep up with it and after the year is up you will feel more focused with your goals (and all that good stuff) give it time
ReplyDeleteNah, don't be sorry. After I wrote it I felt kind of bad for going all emo. I was just frustrated (apparently >.>) because I have been feeling kind of invisible to people in general.
ReplyDeleteBut thanks for your encouraging comment, and thank you for still being here :3