July 14 - Self-Made Karma

It's strange the things people put themselves through, and even stranger are some of the reasons they have for doing so.

For example;

I am aware that staying up all night tonight (for the second time in less than a week) and getting myself drunk (for the first time ever, for the record) will not erase the things I have done in my life that have upset people I care about. And yet, I am still going to do it because I feel like shit and I feel like it is a much better alternative to shoving forks in my eyes.

So now I am just waiting for my roommate to go to bed so I don't have to answer any complicated, awkward questions.

For the record, amount of alcohol in my body: 0. Amount of headache in my body: 500

This is going to be the best night of my life, something tells me.